Real life is physical. Give me books instead. Give me the invisibility of the contents of books, the thoughts, the ideas, the images. Let me become part of a book. . . . an intertextual being: a book cyborg, or, considering that books aren't cybernetic, perhaps a bibliorg.
I think about stories and their logic and wonder if there can be any such thing as simply "there is a book.
In real life nothing means anything. Stuff happens and there just is no structure.