What is society but an individual? [...] The ocean is not society; it is individuals. This was how I managed to gain a modicum of freedom from my terror at the illusion of the ocean called the world.
Life, Friendship, Work
I have no desire for others to take it on themselves to analyze my thoughts. I am without thoughts. I have never, not even once, acted on the basis of any doctrine or philosophy.I am convinced that those people whom the world considers good and respects are all liars and fakes. I do not trust the world.
Life, Philosophy, Trust
I drink out of desperation. Life is too dreary to endure. The misery, loneliness, crampedness - they're heartbreaking.[...] What feelings do you suppose a man has when he realizes that he will never know happiness or glory as long as he lives? Hard work. All that amounts to is food for the wild beasts of hunger.
Life, Work, Loneliness
I am sure that the reason why I wept and stormed as if I had gone off my head was that the combination of physical exhaustion and my unhappiness had made me hate and resent everything.
Life, Hate, Work
He could only consider me as the living corpse of a would-be suicide, a person dead to shame, an idiot ghost.
Life, Friendship, Death
In spite of my suffering, at the thought that I was sure to end up by killing myself, I cried aloud and burst into tears.
Death, Suicide, Dying
All I feel are the assaults of apprehension and terror at the thought that I am the only one who is entirely unlike the rest. It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people. What should I talk about, how should I say it? - I don't know.
Life, Fear, Depression
I am afraid because I can so clearly foresee my own life rotting away of itself, like a leaf that rots without falling, while I pursue my round of existence from day to day.
Life, Death, Sadness
At times everything grows misty and dark before my eyes, and I feel that the strength of my whole body is oozing away through my finger tips.
Life, Darkness, Strength
For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expression on people's faces.
Life, Friendship, Trust
Even now it comes as a shock if by chance I notice in the street a face resembling someone I know however slightly, and I am at once seized by a shivering violent enough to make me dizzy.
Life, Friendship, Loneliness
Show me what you've written," I said, although I wanted desperately to avoid looking at it.
Life, Love, Friendship
And I was incapable of living all by myself in those lodgings where I didn't know a soul. It terrified me to sit by myself quietly in my room. I felt frightened, as if I might be set upon or struck by someone at any moment.
Life, Loneliness, Fear
Scoundrels [...] simply don't die. The ones who die are always the gentle, sweet, and beautiful people. [...] Scoundrels live a long time. The beautiful die young.
Life, Death, Beauty
Last year nothing happenedThe year before nothing happenedAnd the year before that nothinghappened.
War
After being hurt by the world so much, they began to see the demons within humans. So without hiding it through trickery, they worked to express it.
Evil, People, Pain
It isn't that I dislike artists, but I can't stand anyone who puts on those ponderous airs of a man of character.
Life, Marriage, People
It is painful for the plant which is myself to live in the atmosphere and light of this world. Somewhere an element is lacking which would permit me to continue.
Death, Pain, Suffering
Even if Mary gives birth to a child who is not her husband's, if she has a shining pride, they become a holy mother and child.
Children, Family, Mother
The courageous testimony of Dr. Faust that a maiden's smile is more precious than history, philosophy, education, religion, law, politics,economics, and all the other branches of learning. Learning is another name for vanity. It is the effort of human beings not to be human beings.
Life, Humanity, Human Nature