Well, sometimes I worry that my whole life will be based about what's comfortable and easy. I'll care too much about what makes me feel good to ever really reach for anything. And then I worry that even if I do, I won't succeed.
Life, Ya
And she realized that this is true. Pain has somehow transformed into pleasure, and that pleasure is better than any pain could ever be.
Pain, Pleasure
And she knows then that she was right about her brother, that it takes an unbelievable strength to feel this kind of grief, and she doesn't know if she can handle it, because it really hurts, hurts her more than the razor ever could.
Grief, Fiction, Self Harm
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