That's what came from having romance in your soul. You believe in things like love at first sight and perfect presents.
The thing I am most afraid of is love. When you say you love someone you are giving them license to hurt you.
You can't stay here any more. My fears have been irrational and they've forced me to make unwise decisions and accept the unacceptable.
The only thing for it is to use men for sex and never let any of them get so close they could hurt you.
When you love someone, them being hurt is worse than any pain that you could suffer.
I'd spent so long trying to fit in,trying to be someone i wasn't,that i had no idea who i was any more.