BiographyType: Novelist, Poet, Governess Born: 21 April 1816 Died: March 1855 (aged 38) Charlotte Brontë was an English 19th century writer whose novel Jane Eyre is considered a classic of Western literature. |
Nature seemed to me benign and good; I thought she loved me, outcast as I was; and I, who from man could anticipate only mistrust, rejection, insult, clung to her with filial fondness. To-night at least, I would be her guest-as I was her child; my mother would lodge me without money and without price.
When once more alone, I reviewed the information I had got; looked into my heart, examined its thoughts and feelings, and endeavored to bring back with a strict hand such as had been straying through imagination's boundless and trackless waste, into the safe fold of common sense.
This pure little drop from a pure little source was too sweet: it penetrated deep, and subdued the heart
Besides, I seemed to hold two lives - the life of thought, and that of reality; and, provided the former was nourished with a sufficiency of the strange necromantic joys of fancy, the privileges of the latter might remain limited to daily bread, hourly work, and a roof of shelter.
The trouble is not that I am single and likely to stay single, but that I am lonely and likely to stay lonely.
As far as my experience of matrimony goes - I think it tends to draw you out of, and away from yourself.
But, Jane, I summon you as my wife: it is you only I intend to marry.
But as his wife - at his side always, and always restrained, and always checked - forced to keep the fire of my nature continually low, to compel it to burn inwardly and never utter a cry, though the imprisoned flame consumed vital after vital - this would be unendurable.
You are no ruin sir-no lighting-struck tree: you are green and vigorous. Plants will grow about your roots, whether you ask them or not, because they take delight in your bountiful shadow; and as they grow they will lean towards you, and wind round you, because your strength offers them so safe a prop.