We shared ideas like sweaters, with easy exchange and lack of ownership.
Just because things hadn't gone the way I had planned didn't necessarily mean they had gone wrong.
As if music were a separate thing you could drive yourself into, make love to, fuck.
Whenever I saw her, I felt like I had been living in another country, doing moderately well in another language, and then she showed up speaking English and suddenly I could speak with all the complexity and nuance that I hadn't realized was gone. With Lucy I was a native speaker.